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ABQ
05:01
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I've packed my room, a suit and tie
some old books and guitar strings
I'm headed south by southwest
without tellin' nobody
I'm moving to Albuquerque
there's nothing more to decide
I want make it to Colorado
before the next sunrise
Please don't be mistaken
I'm not trying to force your hand
Even though your heart is broke
that wasn't my intent
Topeka isn't far enough
and Dallas just won't do
I'm moving to Albuquerque
Hello, ABQ
I'm moving to Albuquerque
far removed from what I know
my name's been through the dirt
and my friends say it's time to go
I want to wake up in the mornin'
where the mountains meet the sky
and come home in the evenin'
to a quiet, humble life
I'm sure there are valid reasons
for putting up your walls
as I'm sure you'll be understanding
when I can't return your calls
Topeka isn't far enough
and Dallas just won't do
I'm moving to Albuquerque
Hello, ABQ
Don't be confused or take offense
my roots have grown to the bone
but these heavy lungs refuse to hold
a breath for one second more
I'm moving to Albuquerque
with the hope to start again
all the tears made in the fabric
are much too large to mend
now you say it's the easy way
and you're probably correct
but when things get fucked up to a point
you know there ain't no going back
Topeka isn't far enough
and Dallas just won't do
I'm moving to Albuquerque
Hello, ABQ
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2. |
Mr. White
03:20
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Ask me a question
I'll search for the answers
I can't guarantee
You'll like what you find
I've done all the book work
hours of research
all falls to pieces
when I try to apply
Flowers and sunsets
are simple equations
sterile and perfect
yet horribly flawed
no explanations
are necessary
no proofs are needed
to show why i'm cut off
why doesn't science
make sense out of love
I hypothesized that
you'd never feel lonely
but figures won't hold you
in the dark
moments of fancy
are ruined by theory
it's hard to believe
that facts are what's wrong
I've followed the method
re-asked your questions
I don't think I like
the answers I found
so much for process
so much for logic
so much for thinking
I've figured you out
why doesn't science
make sense out of love
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3. |
These Eyes Wide
04:01
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These eyes, so wide
have seen the days
of kings and men
fall to their graves
the cost of love
the dreams we've lost
these eyes, so wide
now close for sleep
its a tragedy how we can see
each other so differently
and all the pain we swore away
has come back times three
i won't wish for things, impossible to be
sleeping so warm in your side
i'll just lay awake and curse the day
with these eyes wide
These legs, that ache
have scorched the Earth
across plains and seas
and lessons learned
the hold so deep
no man they can keep
these legs that ache
are put up to rest
into your body
into your body we are one
until your heart beats
until you bleed into me
these hands, so worn
have built the world
a home and walls
to keep things close
to hide away
is to put out the flame
these eyes so wide
have seen better days
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when the collective fear
stings your ears
the bite makes it all too clear
and a February fog
dampens your tongue
i knew what was wrong all along
I said there's dust in my eye
as i breathe a heavy sigh
men with beards don't cry
and the summer wind
stirs you up again
men with beards don't cry
a guitar is tuned
in an empty room
with only sorrow and shame to consume
with no one to share
the buzz of dead air
my hand wrestles with my hair
now my eyes are red
and my chin is drenched
and my thoughts speak through the pen
I get swept in the tide
every time she says goodbye
but men with beards don't cry
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5. |
What Keeps Us Up
02:20
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Oh brother, Oh brother
You and I are not the same
True we share a common bloodline
We carry different pains
You've been tested, you've been shaken
and still you soldier through
When the world looks down their noses
I'll find a way to look up to you
Oh Sister, oh sister
there's more to life than hate
those you say are out to get you
only long for your embrace
It would seem you're out for blood and
burning bridges along the way
I'm still trying to forgive you
But i haven't found the strength
Oh why can't I reach
out to everyone around me
Oh mother, oh father
who held me when i cried
though now I feel full grown
sometimes i still want to be your child
words are said in anger
gestures are made in love
no matter what may happen
I'll never forget where I came from
In the dead of night
I'm wide awake and more or less sober
I'm cold,
I'm alone,
Just waiting for tomorrow.
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6. |
Dollars & Days
03:42
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I seem to fall in love again
at the worst times
Another convolution is
not what I need tonight
I've written hundreds of stories
and misplaced fantasies
with these arms outstretched, just out of reach
you're a perfect mystery
So my dear
I must confess
We were so close but
we just missed
But maybe if the stars align
Someday I'll hold your hand in mine
I need some logic, a reason
I can't resist
I'm standing at the edge of the dock
just dying to jump in
Please forgive me
for I am just a man
sometimes the things you what you want
are exactly what you can't have
So my dear
I must confess
We were so close but
we just missed
But if I'm the boat and you're the shore
Someday you'll hold my hand in yours
Now I'm trying to recall
our last conversation
she said "babe, we're just having fun"
Then she said something
about dollars and days
I guess if I had more she would stay
I guess if I had more she would stay
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7. |
How I'd Like to Be
03:35
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We could hop a train
to take us far up north
far beyond the things
we've been hiding from
and i can promise you
a life of noble truth
all the things we had
are things we never needed at all
dust and bone
breaking the mold
how i'd like to be
removed from here
in a chemical spill
a thousand colors swirl
how i'd like to be
how i'd like to be
removed
does the sun still shine like it did before
i hear the summer's nice
and in the winter it still snows
does it make you think
or do you ever dream
and now all the things i am
is who i was all along
I find that I am home
with the world outside the door
the sun is coming up and i am terrified
If i could shut the blinds or
hide between the lines
I'd give anything to escape the light of another day
we can make a shelter here
on the far side of the knoll
weather out the storm
we've be charged to bear
don't lose sleep my friend
over things that haven't happened yet
nothing too bad
lasts for too long
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8. |
The Snowman
03:16
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First sign of morning light
My eyes tell the greatest lie
A frost hugs the world
majesties unfurled
Life made in two hands
man in a fisher's cap
I'm terrified you are real
Terrified to feel
My friend in you,
I am you
are me too
Amazed by simplicity
birthday cakes and novelties
rosy cheeks and false teeth
suspenders to hold your briefs
on a stolen motorbike
circles drawn in the night
over the arctic pass
where waves and whales crash
a statue stuck in time
pure heart of ice
we do no good to weep
it's time to let it be
beyond where blackbirds fly
beyond the northern lights
Where we danced on the moon
is where I'll think of you.
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Ambrosia
05:17
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I think I'm going crazy
i've been locked away for years
the way that she smiles
erases all my fears
I saunter to the window
the meaning of winter is mine
she is someone i need to know
this time
soft and sweet she came to me
her face so clean, she smiles to me
i've never felt a heart so warm
i am home
she'll feed you ambrosia
until you think you know her
well enough to want to stay
in her arms forever
and when we wake all our dreams
will disintegrate away
and there we will be
happy
I've had vivid nightmares
of whom i will become
or have I been destined
to fail of the ones I love
i am alive inside you
it's the only way i know how to feel
wrap me up in sheets
lie to me
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International Creeps is the musical project of Ross Turpen, occasionally joined by friends and collaborators.
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